The peanut butter cookies happened. I got fancy and threw some melted chocolate on there. It was major.
Another thing that was major happened last night – we went to see a house. I walked in and quickly started falling for it. It needs a few things here and there but nothing major. Then I had what I concluded to be an anxiety attack. Not cool and a little terrifying. I don’t blame the house. I blame my fear of change.
Nothing is for sure about this place. We are just putting in a bid so anything can happen. Maybe the sellers don’t accept or maybe something happens in the inspection process, who knows. I am not getting too excited to avoid any disappointment.
But then I start to think about how everything will change. We will have a mortgage, a lawn to maintain, a new place to adjust to…it’s a lot for my brain to handle.
I am doing my best to think of the positive. With this house we will have our very own place to create new memories, enter a new stage in our lives, have more space and a real office, and one day start a family (slow down, we’ll start with a puppy).
There are lots of good things that can come with this place and I am slowly welcoming the change it will bring.
But for now let’s just sit on our couch and enjoy some cookies. :)
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